I had no intention of staying in MD forever. Granted Ill be back one day most likely. I dont fall for psycho-babble. My last relationship made sure that I would never get upset or regret my decisions because I am so emotionally numb.
Unfortunately, I dont care how this will effect you. Its my life. My adventure. And it isnt fair that people are trying to hold me back. We havent even decided on where we're going yet. And yes Im going to miss everyone but Im not going to be gone forever.
I dont care if my reasons for leaving are dumb. I dont care if people get mad at me because in the end nobody really knows me. Ill give the biggest credit to my mom, who is being very encouraging. She is excited for me, a great adventure for me.
Mark, who may not know me like you do, knows more of my secrets and quirks than anyone I have ever loved. And he wants whatever will make me happy. He likes the idea of moving, not to texas though lol. But it isnt permanent!
Rob/Tab and his kids I am going to miss only second to my family. Rob has been the best friend I could ask for. Granted lifestyles have kept us apart lately. I hope one day Rob can join me on my grand adventure across the states. I think it is something that he would really enjoy.
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