Blargity Blarg Blarg

So I resisted (still resisting and craving) a milkshake today. It makes me so sad. But I had other bad stuff that Im going to the gym for in a few. So I have lost 5 lbs! Which is exciting to me. I know its nothing impressive but its a start. Frikken Mark has already lost 19.6lbs! Isnt that amazing? Almost 20lbs!! My arms still look terrible. :( And Carol and I went to 3 different mall/shopping outlets, but I didnt buy anything because my chest is so frikken big and everything is made for skinny people with no boobs >:( Which I guess is good, because they should encourage people to be bigger....

And there's so many cute clothes that I want to buy and wear and prance around in! One day. One day, I keep telling myself. We went to a high end outlet, this one store had this cute pair of panties, for $98. Cotton panties. Seriously.

So, moneywise, we still in a hole. Mark says everything will get better now that he has a job and can start working again. But still we only have $400 extra to but towards his bills, (it will be $600 once I pay mine off). But its going to take almost a year and thats if we dont do anything big, which we are....plane tickets, Otakon, etc. Sigh.

Also, Mark....and I(resisting and crying all the way) have decided that me going to massage school in the fall might not be the best of ideas. Mainly because it will put another strain on our little bit of money and the debt will take longer to be paid off.

So I suggested we move back to MD, which would be awesome. But it would consume money. I kinda feel like there is no point in us being here now, except Matt and Carol. And Texas is a better state than MD overall. We drove by Lake Austin today and I started crying because I thought about all my friends back home and how we used to go swimming in the rapids. Im really trying to adjust here, but its so hard. Im not clicking with anyone the way I did in MD. Carol is the only person who actually talks to me fairly regularly and that I hang out with. I hang out with Amanda at work and we go to the ranch and take care of the horses and we're planning on working out together. And then theres Ryan who I can be super nerdy with, which makes me happy! Mark just doesnt understand pokemon like Ryan does, hehe.

So I dont know, its not like I have to rush about making a decision. Mark doesnt want to leave, he doesnt want to go back to MD. TX is better, but Im so frikken homesick. I miss my mom and dad.

Sigh, well Ill be home in a few weeks for a visit. We'll see if it does more good than bad. Shrug. Im not gonna re-read this yet, the boys are yelling to go work out....Ill edit later, sorry if something doesnt make sense. Good night all.

Happy Ostara and Spring Equinox!

Hey Everyone! So Mark and I are doing well there has been a minimal amount of arguing between us, Im guessing because he is less stressed about money since he started his new job. Since the new credit card laws went into effect, you can view how long it would take you to pay off your credit including interest, if you only make the minimum payments and WOW. Lol. Thats kind of a wake up call. Not that I only make minimum payments, I always try for $50, $20 at the lowest. But thats kinda cool! Check it out!

Updates on the 25
1.So Mark and I decided (mainly for me) that we would start following a stricter budget starting friday his payday to try and get our small bit of debt knocked out. Then we can go back to our awesome lifestyle without digging a debt hole.

2. I have lost 4.3lbs in 4 weeks! Which is awesome. Mark has lost 13.8lbs(that jerk)... So Matt and Mark have recently started an exercise regime at our FREE 24 hour gym, located at the rental office. So the man boobs are disappearing!

Side note, So I was thinking, Mark is really attractive to me. And I really like healthy looking guys, no offense babe, so Im thinking Mark+healthy= A REALLY HOT GUY. Can you picture him thinner, no double chin, no man boobs, maybe some defined arm muscles. Yeah back off ladies, I know thats hot, lol.

22. (Yeah lack of updates here...) So Ive been working on getting my sexy arms back. And here is what my sexy arms used to look like,


Nice Right?

Well thats it for the 25.

Mark had another interview at a Car place, which he is seriously considering, its mainly commission based so Im alitle concerned but I guess Ill worry later.

And if everyone doesnt know at the bottom of each post is the option to post comments if you have anything to say. Im pretty sure you dont need an account or anything. Well I miss everyone in MD, see you all April 30th.

<3 Cristel