Failure is not my friend

So paying off our debt is going badly. I accidentally spent too much money. Again. But I did resist buying a new 360. And a new TV. And I noticed my credit limit increased. And I paid my bills. As well as our bills for the month. And we are set for rent at the end of the month. But...I should have put more towards Mark's Visa...that bastard card with a 20% interest costing us $100 a month in bullshit. There's a super short TV show that comes on at night called "Til Debt do Us Part" with this woman who goes hardcore on couples and helps them straighten their debt. Granted these people have years and years on thousands of debt, she gives them several thousands of dollars for paying off the debt. If only she would give us the $5k. We'd practically be out of debt! But alas, the world doesn't work like that.

Ive felt like crap for the last week or so. Sick. My stomach hurts. My eye hurts and keeps panging in pain. The whole day during my birthday I had terrible stomach pains. I couldn't keep my stomach from feeling this dull throbbing ache.

Exercise is going well. Mark has lost 40lbs and his before and after pictures are crazy! He didn't believe the difference. He would always laugh at me when I called him skinny. Jerk. But sorry no pictures yet! He wont let me share. He wants to surprise everyone for Otakon. I still havent budged the scale...which isnt really affecting me. Not yet at least. But Im so proud of the way he works out, Anthony, our friend and personal trainer, really pushes Mark to his limit. And Mark never gives up, he grunts and growls but never quits.

A certain someone is looking for a house. Im excited for her. This also means that another certain someone would be moving in with her. I wonder what our future will hold for us. Will we get our own apartment? Our own house? Move back to MD?

Speaking of MD. I WANT TO COME HOME. Yep. Still do. Sorry TX. You are awesome. But I don't feel at home here. This isn't where I belong. I'm crossing my fingers for January. Ive made myself hold back about talking about it with Mark until after Otakon. I feel like a lawyer building my case. Collecting the evidence to present my side of the story. So to our friends out there who read this! Do your best when we visit to remind Mark what we left, WHO we left. And how much you guys miss us and make us happy. And we also should be looking for possible roommates. Maybe.

So our big birthday bash is friday. Wish us luck on our first TX party! Sorry this is late/short. Im running out the door to go see Eclipse! The third movie from the Twilight series. Adios.